you're too cute for that...

I haven't updated for quite a while now.. a lot of bull have been occurring lately and I can't seem to be tedious with each and every crucial detail of it.. if there's one thing i hate more than cinnamon, that would be repeating myself over and over again.. don't get me wrong, i LOVE talking.. i talk whenever i get a chance to, but once i've decided to stop.........
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I've been spending time in Borders again.. i just bought Amos Lee and currently playing it in the background.. mixed together with some Jack Johnson, Bon Iver, Ray LaMontagne, and more from the same-ish artists.. I've decided to label the playlist as MellowYellow [although that's inspired by a sixties song]

Warriors game tomorrow.. their team is very suck-y but i can't help but watch.. it's so 'adrenaline-rushing'.. and i'm talking bout the players, not the game........
fine, the game too..

It's been hard, it still is.. No matter how hard i try to be distant from reality, i keep getting sucked back in.. i'll give up anything for me to be happy, how selfish that may sound, i really don't care.. it's not in my nature to stop caring and i'm starting to think if being nice causes all these negativity.. or just plain karma?

The simple images in my head cannot be expressed by the most complicated vocabulary that I know.. My stupidity managed to take over again.. probably, i'm just plain stupid myself.. I just want you, so bad.. so bad, to be back..

doin.....texting a stranger
listenin.'i'm so glad i found her once again'
thinkin..big fat mcfatty fat F