cos i'm happy...

today's been a good day for me.. finally! t'was hell-ish over the 'christmas period'.. can you believe that i cried on christmas day? oh gosh.. gift of tears from my eyes to my lips.. right now i'm just so... so... so happy? no.. excited? no.. i wonder if stoked is the right word, or ecstatic.. but yeah, whatever it is.. its a good feeling.. seems like i'm gonna welcome this year with a positive energy.. i really hope this keeps up till my birthday or at least just new years

and yeah.. for people who usually read my blog posts.. i have been known to post subtle entries on here.. and i just realized how weird it is to read back without knowing what i was talking about.. so i guess from now on, i'll try to be more clear and straight up.. TRY

oh and for you who have iphones out there.. i downloaded the app called Project 365.. you just basically take a pic a day and upload it on a calendar within the app.. take a snapshot to remember a random day that went by.. i think its kinda cool.. but again, knowing me, i'm not sure if i can fully commit to that.. i cant even commit to updating on here..

what i did today...

wake up..usual laying in bed and thinking..get my ass out of bed..vietnamese sandwich w/ tita caw and george..mall with mom..Victoria's Secret shopping with mom..Asian groceries with mom..home..facebook..music..text [this activity is actually applicable all throughout the day]..

doin..... texting and facebooking and listening to cool-ish music
listenin. 'i'll be there.. when you need me'
thinkin.. my dirty secret